January 2010
73 posts
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“we’ll run into the party, grab the bottles, and run like in superbad. then...”
– name withheld
Jan 1st
December 2009
61 posts
Dec 31st
2009.
damn, 2009 is almost over already. this year has been filled with many, many ups and downs. i’ve made some bad choices. i’ve hurt and disappointed many people. i’ve also learned a lot along the way. i made a decision in march that lost me a lot of friends and respect. i know what i did was wrong, and i don’t understand why i decided to do what i did at the time. if i could...
Dec 31st
fakes.
people who are fake piss me off the most. is it really that difficult to be genuine? i guess so, because the majority of people i encounter are two faced. they’re nice…at first. but after a while, a side comes out of them that constantly talks shit about their “friends”. there’s a difference between talking about someone and talking shit about someone. i admit that i...
Dec 30th
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“all night long till the break of dawn, you and i be makin’ them ooh aah...”
– ooh aah sounds-colby o’donis
Dec 30th
enough with the movies, books, and stories about...
Dec 29th
monkiieee: xpeachykeen: lenabee: Sometimes, people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be. But when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound...
Dec 29th
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“if you haven’t experienced heartache, you haven’t experienced love.”
– my momma =]
Dec 28th
single.
i know this is an exaggeration, but i feel like everyone around me is either in a relationship or talking to someone. now don’t get me wrong; it’s really cute and i’m happy for everyone who has found someone that they like and want to spend time with, but it makes me even more aware that i’m single. i like being single, but sometimes i miss being in a relationship.
Dec 27th
Dec 27th
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“just because i moved on doesn’t mean i won’t be here if you change...”
Dec 25th
unearthing years' worth of memories.
also known as cleaning my room. hahaha. i’ve found all of my dance invitations except for the one for prom 2008, and i’m failing miserably at finding it.
Dec 24th
people keep telling me how cute my winterball date, aaron, is. no need to tell me, i know that he’s a cutie haha. i, of all people, would know.
Dec 24th
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“you have a crush on food and you want me and eric to tag along so it’s not...”
– oliver yeh
Dec 24th
Dec 24th
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Perfect girlfriend?
carebearrrxo: hellokathyy: feliciameanshappy: shantaishere: What is a perfect girlfriend? They say there’s no such thing as perfection, and that she doesn’t exist. She dresses up all cute and pretty every time you take her out on a date. This is her way of keeping you interested as your eyes are locked solely on her. You stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her...
Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
winterball.
was the shit. apples to apples, the hummer limo, elephant bar. dancing to the point where we couldn’t walk off the dance floor and were left stumbling around holding our sore thighs ;] so many memories. now i’m left with ridiculously sore quads, ahaha.
Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
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Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater....
hellonagooyent: (via zeemateykay)
Dec 19th
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last school day of 2009.
today started out decent, got a little better during second, and plummeted during fifth. i feel so dumb when i cry during school, but i’m terrible at hiding my feelings and emotions. after school, fatty and carlin came to get me and we went to get pho. afterwards we went to michaels and acted like complete idiots, running around with random craft items and laughing at everything....
Dec 19th
because i said i'd post it.
me: what i write on my blog always sparks from what happens. like if i saw two kids fighting, i'd write something about fighting.
k bizzle: you wouldn't try to stop the fight? hahaha. put that on your tumblr.
Dec 19th
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“Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try...”
– Paulo Coelho (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
Dec 19th
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common sense, idiots.
if you like me, don’t talk about how other girls are trying to get at you. trying to see if i like you back by making me jealous is a stupid idea and gets real old fast. i’m going to get tired of your “playa” act and let you play with those other girls who are trying to get at you. and enough with the hours of texting. pick up your damn phone and call me. no, you’re...
Dec 18th
chocolate.
for the past few weeks i’ve been eating handfuls of chocolate everyday. literally. i hadn’t eaten it at all this week, and have been overcome with a feeling of lightheadedness everday and a major struggle to get out of bed every morning. today, i got so dizzy that i stumbled when i was standing still. i told my momma this, and she joked that maybe it’s because i’m addicted...
Dec 17th
retchiele's white chocolate peppermint bark is one...
Dec 16th
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biblioteca.
monkiieee: meshellbelle: i’m supposed to be working on my poetry paper in owen’s class but i don’t want to, so i’m eating hot cheetos and writing this instead. i’ve had the hardest time concentrating on everything lately, because my mind has shut down. i also have an extremely difficult time dragging myself out of bed in the morning. maybe i’m starting to age. ahaha. i ordered two $50 gift...
Dec 15th
biblioteca.
i’m supposed to be working on my poetry paper in owen’s class but i don’t want to, so i’m eating hot cheetos and writing this instead. i’ve had the hardest time concentrating on everything lately, because my mind has shut down. i also have an extremely difficult time dragging myself out of bed in the morning. maybe i’m starting to age. ahaha. i ordered two $50...
Dec 15th
college. →
jonathan lee sent this to me yesterday and i had a good laugh over it x]
Dec 15th
bgurl michizzle: egg someone's house =]
bgurl michizzle: LOL just kidding
DaViDz0rzz: ur house
bgurl michizzle: egg my own house?
bgurl michizzle: good plan!
DaViDz0rzz: YES
DaViDz0rzz: lets do it
DaViDz0rzz: and then we can tell ur mom that u did it
Dec 15th
on the road to recovery.
today was the best day i’ve had in a while. i had alot of time to myself over the weekend, which i used to reflect on the past. i need to stop living in the past; i need to accept it and understand it in order to move forward. and apparently i post too much sad stuff on here, haha. anyways. i’m scrambling to understand calculus by wednesday, because that’s when the final for...
Dec 15th
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“sorry, it’s habitat.”
– kevin tat
Dec 15th
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“And it kicks so hard, it breaks your bones. Cuts so deep it hits your soul....”
– love is hard-james morrison
Dec 14th
clueless.
it’s so unbelievably annoying when someone can’t take a hint that i don’t want to talk to them and they keep coming back to harass me. this happens to me all the time and it’s starting to wear my patience thin. if i don’t reply to any of your im’s or texts, there is just the slightest possibility that i don’t want to talk to you. is that so hard to...
Dec 14th
i love seeing crystal alumni =]
Dec 14th
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respect.
nowadays, it seems like nobody respects anybody or themselves anymore. people put nasty shit in their bodies-drugs and alcohol. i don’t drink or smoke, and i have no desire to. i won’t stand around and lecture you on how alcohol and drugs are bad for you, because it’s your choice and i have no right to interfere, but i have no respect for people who do that. i’ll be friends with you, but i won’t...
Dec 13th
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i really miss you.
knowing that you’ve already moved on hurts, because i’m left here struggling to survive while you strut around without a care in the world. and yet i still can’t forget about you.
Dec 13th
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“the only reason people hold on to memories so tight is because memories are the...”
Dec 12th
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“it’s hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen,...”
Dec 12th
Dec 12th
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“what hurts the most was being so close. and havin’ so much to say, and...”
– what hurts the most-rascal flatts
Dec 11th
exactly one month ago, you walked into my life and...
Dec 11th
Listenwalking her home-mike schultz this song made me...
Dec 10th
my stupid heart hurts and i can't focus on...
Dec 10th
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blue eyes.
today as i stood next to you, i still found you stunningly beautiful, despite everything that’s happened. i guess you’ve made your choice, and i should respect that. but all i want is the chance that you won’t give me. live for today, not for tomorrow. don’t look for something that may not happen when you have an opportunity right in front of you. it hurts for me to realize...
Dec 10th
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“take a chance because you never know how absolutely perfect something could turn...”
Dec 9th
Dec 8th
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“dude three inches is this big. that’s fucking tiny! what can you even do...”
– luke reilly
Dec 8th
everything we had.
i guess i’m supposed to forget that we ever happened. all the good times we had and memories we made. all the sweet nothings you said to me. gone. i need to stop crying.
Dec 8th
i'm sorry that i'm not what you're looking for....
Dec 8th